December 2010
49 posts
Hmmm
I’ve been reading a lot about dreams and about lucid dreaming…and it’s just so weird. Did all of this stuff exist before Inception? Because I feel like nobody really thought about it until that movie came out. Either way, it’s so weird. Like…you can control your dreams? That’s basically like having another life that could potentially be better than your real...
Dec 31st
luxarumque asked: oh, no i heard you :)
but the roof caved in, and then peter showed up andeverything just got all jenk. especially after those hippos got on up here
Dec 31st
luxarumque asked: just here professing my love.
but i guess it wasn't you.
which saddens my heartlet.
Dec 31st
12/30
Do you ever think about why people do things? Like..if someone says something rude to you, do you ever stop to think why they did it? Like my mom. I know that she’s mean to me and dad and Danny because she’s unhappy with her life and she doesn’t know how to deal with it. I think about it all the time, and I wish I could make her happy but I’m still a dick to her. Because...
Dec 31st
Night time
I just got dressed in my black skinnies, black vans, blue sweater, denim jacket, and stripey scarf and drove myself over to Trader Joe’s to get some dinner. Looks like tonight will consist of salad, That 70’s Show, and maybe even some homework. It’s not all that bad being by yourself sometimes. It gives you time to think. And to sing loudly into a hairbrush in front of the...
Dec 30th
You say you think we are the best thing; that you,...
Dec 30th
December 20 something? I don't know what day it...
Today has been kind of boring..but kind of nice. It’s been quiet. I bought some pants, came home, walked the dog, and then laid on the front lawn with the puppy and read a book for about an hour. I would’ve stayed out there forever except it got too chilly. In the book I’m reading the guy is a travel writer but he hates traveling. It’s called The Accidental Tourist. I think...
Dec 29th
Dec 27th
“I like when people put fuckin’ in the middle of a word. Like ‘every-fuckin-where I go’. That’s nice.”  Haha, I agree Hannah. That is nice.
Dec 27th
12/26
I’m gonna start taking more pictures. And I’m gonna paint more. Because..those are the things that I like to do. And I’m gonna stop being such a dick. Not as a new years resolution or anything, just because I feel like I should.
Dec 26th
Dec 26th
Today has been such a happy day! I got a lot of my last minute shopping done and now I just need to finish up (and start) some paintings. Hopefully I won’t be up playing Santa allllll night long, I’d like to get some sleep. Merry christmas everyone! I hope you all are having a wonderful evening so far :)
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
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12/24
It’s christmas eve! Usually this is just about the most awful day of the year around my house, but so far it’s going well. I think my sister and I are going to get our nails done in a bit and then I’m gonna do some last minute christmas shopping, and paint some christmas pictures. Happy christmas eve, everyone!
Dec 24th
OLIVIA KUMAMOTO, COME OVER TO MY HOUSE.
Dec 24th
After going to the movies tonight, Evan and I went on a walk.  Even though it was freezing, it was very nice. Besides talking and what not, I’d say the best part was our 2nd ever street fight. You see, last time we went for a walk, when we went down the shady street, I ended up having to fight Evan. (And I won.) But this time, not gonna lie, he definitely won. My favorite was when he told me...
Dec 24th
12/23
I’m trying to get my head clear I push things out through my mouth   I get refilled through my ears  I’m on my way to god don’t know or even care  My brain’s the weak heart,   and my heart’s the long stairs
Dec 23rd
2:56 am
I feel like painting right now…but I’m too sleepy. Better brush my teeth and go to bed. I’ll save it for the morning time.
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12/20
Yeah mom, I’m selfish for not wanting to be home. I’m cruel for being gone sometimes. I’m ungrateful and stupid and I’m a terrible person. You’re right. You know me so well. After all, you’ve taken the time to get to know me throughout my life. You always ask me how my day was. You care when I’m upset. You’re a great mother. You’re kind and...
Dec 20th
Dec 20th
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Reblog if your best friend is beautiful.
Dec 20th
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I don't fucking know what to do anymore.
Dec 20th
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12/19
I feel like it would be nice to have a youth leader who genuinely cared for us and was there for us every week. But I guess it’s alright, because I love the youth at my church and we will find a way to have youth group these next three weeks. (:
Dec 19th
The universe is shaped exactly like the earth, if...
Dec 18th
12/17
Today was such a beautiful day! First of all, for the first time in a long time, I know I did well on my math test. (And I didn’t even study!) I think that just put me in a good mood right at the start. Afterwards, I had drawing/painting class which wasn’t as awful as usual. It was actually kind of fun today! Then at lunch time I gave Ashley her painting and I was very happy to see...
Dec 18th
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This song makes me want to go on a roadtrip along... →
Dec 17th
12/16
Last night I was especially overwhelmed with stuff I have to do, and stuff in my head…so after I got back from dinner with Samantha, I collapsed on my bed and fell asleep. Instead of freaking out when I woke up at 3 in the morning and had done no homework or started either one of the paintings I was supposed to finish…I just told myself, “I’m not going to school...
Dec 16th
12/15
Have you ever looked at shadows and tried to imagine only the shadows? Really, there is another entire world living on the outlines of what we see. If you took away the real world and left just the shadows, there would still be a world there. And maybe it would even be a more beautiful one. Then beneath that world another one lies, then another and another. With each layer that is stripped, the...
Dec 16th
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Dec 15th
12/14
Can I just say that nobody has a best friend better than I do? Olivia Kumamoto, you are perfect. I’m sorry that you’re going through some tough stuff right now and I’m sorry if I haven’t been the best friend about it. I always found it hard to believe that you got upset over things because you’re such a strong person. But I know how you feel and I promise, you will...
Dec 15th
Dec 15th
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Dec 13th
The early hours of 12/13
This is the first time I’ve ever had my very own candle lit in my room. It makes a very pretty shadow and it smells like vanilla. I like it. (:
Dec 13th
12/12
I was really excited for the christmas party at church today but I wish I didn’t go. It was nice seeing everyone, and I’m glad I went for that reason. But when it came around to secret santa time, my secret santa wasn’t there so I didn’t get a gift, which didn’t really bother me all that much. But then when I was passing the stockings out, I noticed that someone had...
Dec 13th
12/11
Today I: -woke up at 11 -ate eggs & potatoes -finished all of my blue day homework -kinda fixed my painting that I thought was hopelessly ruined -had a beastly hair day (a good kind of beastly) -saw frozen yogurt boy -made my own autotune rap song.. -talked to my favorite boy in the world -saw Angelina -stayed up way too late -washed Evan’s christmas sweater for tomorrow
Dec 12th
Dec 9th
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Dear Evan Cabot,
You don’t have a tumblr and you’ll never read this but I’d just like to say that I love you. Thank you for being in my life, and I would like it very much if you would stay here forever. 
Dec 8th
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Dec 7th
12/6
I’ve come to realize that I am just very, very unhappy.
Dec 7th
Day 7: Things you like/don't like about the way...
I skipped Day 6 because I don’t know how I’d spend $10,000. I like the freckles in my eyes, and I like my hair for the most part. I could say a lot of things for what don’t like so I’ll just say two. I don’t like my bad skin, or how skinny I am.
Dec 5th
12/4
I think I will spend today painting and making christmas and birthday presents.  
Dec 5th
Dec 5th
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Dec 2nd
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